"Tin, Pathian hmangaihtu, amaha ruat anga a kohvate tan chuan, an thatna turin engkimin a thawhsak hlawm thin tih kan hria."(Rom 8:28)
Mi tamtak hi chuan, kawppui ka neih theih mai loh chhan chu midang tana tha turah ka inngaih chiah loh (insecure) vang te, kan hun kal tawh (past) thalo vang te, chhungkaw dinhmun tha tawk lo avang te, kan duh ang eizawnna kan la neih loh vangte, kan chhawr chhuah dan (background) fuh loh vangte kan ti thin a, heng zawng zawng te hi duhthusama thain kan siam dik thei dawn ngailoa, mahse kawppui kan neih hmaa eng emaw chen kan siam that erawh a tul ve a nga, chutih rual chuan heng kan that lohna tak hi Lalpa nen chuan, kan tana thiltha zawk chhuahna a ni thei a ni.
Hmeichhe pahkhat Belly Michael'i chuan amah leh amah chu, chhia chu a in ti duhlo a, mahse tha a in ti tawklo hle a, chu tiang a nih nak lai chuan, a tleirawl laiin ngaihzawng a nei a, tleirawl mai an la nih avang chuan a ngaizawng pawh chu a hriat ala tlem em em maia, a ngaihzawng chuan a ti duhdah hranloa, mahse a thena, a then hnuah chuan Bellyi chuan e nge a chhan le? Tia, a han zawh chuan, a ngaihzawng chuan alo ning ve bawk nen, nangmah aia tha duh ka nei a, chu vang chu a ni a ti a. Chu tawngkam chu, naupang mai an nih laia a dawn mah nise, kum 30 a tlin dawn thlengin a rilruah ala ri nawn renga, amah ah chuan tha in tih tawk lohna (insecurity) nasa tak a neih tira.
Mi tha pui pui, mawihnai taka amah rawn pan ve te pawh chuan, chutiang rilru pu chuan an kalsan ve a hlauh avangin, amah leh amah chu a inveng reng a, tumah rilru bet takin a hnaih ngam ngailo a ni. Chutiang mi a nih avang chuan theih tawpin Pathian a hnaiha, Pathian hnenah pawh a kawppui tur chungchang chu a thlena a dil bawk thin a ni.
Vawikhat chu, a thiante inneihna ah a kala, a buai deuh avang chuan pawnah a thua, a bulah chuan tlangval pakhat Craige Fort'a a hnaa a buai vanga rawn tlai chu, thutna tur dang a awm loh avangin a bulah chuan a rawn thua, chupa chuan 'kalo thu ve mai' a tia, Bellyi insecure lutuk chuan chhan mai dan pawh a hreloa, aw thu rawh tih mai a chhan tur ni awm tak a ni a, chhandan tur a hrelo chuan, inthlahrung takin, thei leh thei loin chu pa chu a nuihsek (smile) a. In neih chu an banga, thla a ral hnuah chuan, a thiannu pasal thianpa Craige'a chuan, Bellyi nui hmel chu mawi a tih em avangin a rilruah ala cham ni tur a ni. A thianpa chu a zawt chhuak ta a, a thianpa chuan inneih thlalak a rawn en dawn hunah rawn kal leh la mumal deuhin kan inhmelhriat tir che a nga a ti a.
Tichuan, an inhmel hriattir hnuah chuan, a thiante in atang chuan, an haw rual ta a, zawi zawiin an inhmelhriat chho a, Bellyi chu a insecure avangin, a chang chuan an be thalo thina, a chang leh a biak te pawh a chhang ngai loa. Mahse, Craigea chu mi dawh thei tak leh thil tih tak tak duh mi a nia, a chhan leh avang hre chiang phawtlo chuan thutlukna siam mai mai a duh ngai loa.
Craige'an hetiang zia a put chhanchu, chhungkaw buai taka sei lian a nih vang a ni a. A nu leh pa te chu ruihhloa buai, mi thinram leh dawhtheilo, thil hrechiangloa thutlukna siam thin mi an nih avangin, buaina nasa tak an tawk thin a. Craigea pawh hian an zia hi a kai chho a, mahse a nu leh pa anga nun hman ve chu a duh loh avangin, puihna a zawnga, an college bula kohhran pakhat Youth Pastor Mikea chuan theih tawpin a puia, dawhtheihna te, thil mumal taka tih duhna te chu Pathian atanga neih theih a nia, Pathian theih tawpin hnaih la, nun tha zawk i nei em em ang a ti thin a. Pastor Mikea nen hian, zantin an tawngtai dun thina chuta tang chuan, Craigea chuan dawhtheihna te, tih tak takna te, thil awmzia hriat chhian duhna te a neih phahta a. College a kal lai hian, Pastor Mikea thachhang dawltu ber a ni a, mi counselling ah phei chuan Craigea hi a tangkai em em mai a, counselling a tan hmain a counselling tur te chu, an beidawn chhan emaw, an buai chhan emaw hriat chhuahsak phawt a tum thin a ni.
Bellyi chuan, Craigea dawhtheihna a hmuh chuan, a ring tan ve taa, Craigea chuan eng emaw ti takin Bellyi chu puih a ngai a nih a ringa. Craigea chuan, Belly chu Pastor Mikea tlawh paha an college bula dilah chuan nghakuai chiah puiah a sawm taa, Bellyi chuan a rilru chu pe hranlo mahse, Craigea chu mitha tak a ni tih chu a hriaa, sangha ala man ngaih loh avangin nghakuai chiah chhin pawh chu a chak hle a. Mahse, a sawmni ber kherah chuan a hmanloa, Craigea hnenah chuan a hman loh thu an hrilh chuan, Craigea dawhtheihzia a lang chiang zuala, a hman loh chhanchu ngaihthlak nuam tur takin a zawta, tichuan kal pui a duh chuan a hman hun tur chu a zawt bawka. Bellyi chuan, an hnaa an buai deuh avangin zing dar 10am hma chauhin hun a neihthu a hrilha, Craigea chuan i hnathawh thawmhnaw paila, Pastor Mikea te inah chaw kan ei a nga, i hnaah i tlang nghal a nga a ti a.
Bellyi chuan, zing zinga han in date chu a awm anglo a ti viau a, mahse Craigea chu a dawhtheih em avangin, engtikah emaw chuan, ala chhuahpui tho tho dawnin a hriat vang chuan, alo aw ve mai a. Tichuan, zingah chuan Craige a chuan ava lama, nghakuai an chiaha, zingkarah chuan sangha an chhuah that duh avangin sanga pawh 3 lai an man ve a, chu chuan Bellyi chu a tihlim em em mai a. Pastor Mikea te ina chaw an han ei pah te chuan an in fiam hlawm a an hlim em em mai a, Craigea chuan Bellyi awm dan chu zawh fiaha harsatna a neih leh a neih loh chua hriat a tum rana, Bellyi a thlah phah chuan a zawt taa.
Tihian a zawt taa, "Bel a changin, biak pawh (communicate) nuam tak i ni a, a changin min hre ngailo emaw tih mai turin biak hleihtheih lohin i awm leh thin bawk sia" a ti a. Bellyi chuan, "i ngaihdan mai mai a niang, tunah pawh hei ka rawn kal ve mai hi" tiin ngaihthalo takin, a insecure na chu a tilang nghala, Craigea chuan thil awmze nei deuh a sawi a ngai a ni tih a hre thiam nghal a, tichuan inneihnaa Belly'in a chhan mai loh dante leh a hnua an inkawm leh maidante leh, a changa message a chhan loh dante chu a sawi a, chutia a sawi lai chuan Bellyi chu nuihza em em chuan a nuia, a chhanchu tih tak taka, amah chelh duhtu bulah a awm mek a ni tih a hriat thiam tak vang a ni. Tichuan, Bellyi chuan fiamthuin "hetianga ka awm chhan phenah hian thil turu lutuk a inphum rua, i hriat duh chuan, zanin ah dinner ei dun leh ila ka hrilh dawn che a nia" a ti a.
Tichuan, dinner chu an ei duna, Belly chuan a tleirawl laia, mipa khatin a then dan chu a hrilha, Craigea chuan "ava lawmawm ve, chutiang alo ni maw" a ti a, Bellyi chu a ngaiha thalo hman lek lek a" e nge i sawi awmzia" a ti a, Craige a chuan "chutiang chu tawnglo la chuan, min chhuahpui duh dawn hleinem a ti a". Tichuan, an in zui zela, Bellyi kum 30 a tlinna a birthday ni ah tak chuan an in nei ta a ni.
Belly'in tha tawk a in tih lohna (insecurity) tak chu, Pathianin a tha zawngin a her saka, inthlahrung takin chu insecurity chuan nuih (smile) tira, chu a nuihmel chu Craigea mipa tha em em chuan mawi a ti a, a zawn chhuah phah taa.
Craigea chhungkua nun (background) chhia chu, Pathianin a tha zawngin a her saka, nun tha zawk Craigea chu duhna nasa tak a pe a, dawhtheihna, thil hriat chian duhna leh mi harsatnaa puihthiamna a neih phah taa, chu vang chuan hmeichhetha tak Bellyi chu nuipuiah a neih phah ta a ni.
Lalpa nen chuan, kan that lohna takte hi, kan thatna tur atana min thawhsaktu tangkai ber alo ni thin a, chu vang chuan kan that lohna leh kan harsatna zawng zawng nen, kan Pathian hi i vuan tlat ang u.
(Tawngtai Dan Tur)
Lalpa, engkima nangmah dah hmasatu te chu, an chak lohna takte chu an tana thiltha thlen tirna atan i hmansak thin a ni tih hriain, ka chungah engpawh thleng se, engah pawh chaklo mah ila, nangmah ka vawn tlat theihna turin min pui ang che, Amen, Ti ang o.
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